Monday, January 23, 2006

mixed feelings.
i feel happy! cos i finished my cny shopping alrd. and i spend a lot a lot. sigh sigh sigh. i bought a pair of jeans and a buttoned blouse. both from levis. a top from mambo. a pair of three quarts from topshop and new bras! oppsy. and i bought my lil bro a baby-g watch. and spend quite alot buying things for friends and treating them to dinner. but nvm. thats the whole point of working in the hols. to earn money and dote myself. and the people i love.
aniwae. cny is coming. im quite excited abt it. well well. can get to wear new clothes. and meet up long lost friends and relatives. yays. and all the new yr goodies and the hong baos. ohhhh wheeee. :) and i will grow fat fat fat. and i cant believe vj is having the x-country str8 after we come back form new yr hols. im mean who will be able to run other than the sch jem tay sze ling? -.- i shall try my best to run then. hahas.
arghh. tmr i nid to go school myself. daddy cant fetch me. hmph hmph hmph. tmr i have training. hmph hmph hmph. but my teammates are sooo nice larhs. that dae we went to marche. we ate like madd. laugh like mad. or at least to me larhhs. ahahs. im sooo glad that i got to noe them better. and i hope we can overcome wad we will be going thru tog. and grow stronger. and the other dae. when almost all of us cried. the feeling was sooo i wouldnt sae great. but warm. touching. arghh.
and another thing to be happy abt. the other dae. i went out for dinner after training. it was simple yet lovely. and the companion wasss greattt. after such a long time. i finally spend quality time with lim ming jie! haha. i seriously enjoy ur company. thou we were like pigs. :p and i love you!
todae i was sooo touched again. my silly friend. i wanted rum and raisin ice cream. but they don haf it. den i was telling her that its okay.im on a diet. and that i duwan other flavours. but den she went to get it for me. she wore her thick suit and she ran to the venezia at marina sq and got me one tub. how sweet and lovely can she be larhhs. sigh sigh sigh. im sooo touched till i nearli cried. maybe i sound exaggerated. but the feeling is sooo wow. nobody has ever done that for me.
im happy with my life now. and i shan think too much to make things complicated. i love my friends. i love myself. i love lifeee.!!


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MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs